tsaxguy89

I recently met 2 really great (gay) guys through a friend from Frankenmuth and one online

One lives in California and one lives in Alberta, Canada

I've been talking to both of these guys every night for nearly a month, and in each case (right off the bat) we made it clear that, because of the distance, this was a friendship only type of thing. It's a good thing that they both live so far away, because they are both perfect... and if they had lived closer... i would not be able to decide between them

tonight both of them are no longer single...  isn't it odd that both of them became this way within such a short amount of time from each other?

While it saddens me that it really means that i won't be with either of them, I feel something different... something i don't think i've every truly felt before in any situation remotely similar to them: I am ecstatic for both of them!

I can't exactly describe the feeling, but my heart flutters when i think of how happy each of them are now, and it's a great feeling. Unfortunately... it reminds me of my own, single, state.

Congrats to Cam and BJ, may both of your separate relationships flourish and bring you all the happiness you each deserve, and may our friendships last for months and years to come!

Hopefully the right someone will pop up for me, it doesn't even have to be soon... for someone that will truly bring me happiness it is worth the wait