on another topic, i am so effin' tired of acting and being high-minded, one of these days i'm just going to burst out with a big F**K YOU to my
ridiculously-negative-all-the-time parents
they are definitely having an effect on megan
but i know that blowing up at the parents just adds to the negativity, so i'm doing my best to hold it in
at least i'm going to tapico this weekend, however brief because mom is afraid to drive megan to competition by herself ("it's just a long way for me to drive")
dad needs a break from her i'm sure, and this is going to ruin it knowing that he has to leave early and ask the people going with us to leave early on her behalf
ugh
i'll vent to carter this weekend, it'll be good for me
i'm going now
