tsaxguy89

This is almost assuredly linked to just watching the silence of the lambs, but does anyone else ever get the feeling about something little that they notice, and this feeling causes you to be completely disgusted with some person or situation....

i feel like that right now.

and there is more than one such instance

but on to happier things, i have an interview tomorrow in Frankenmuth and i'm pretty sure it'll go well, i met the interviewer when i turned in the application and we seemed to click.. as in we talked for a long time about pretty much nothing

i downloaded and played the trial version of age of the empires III and i have to say that i am impressed, age of the kings is still the best in the series, there is no topping that but AoE III is the twilight princess to the Ocaraina of Time that is AoK

Has anyone read more than the first book in the Dune series, if you have... i would really like assurance that the second half of book 2 is 1000 times better than the first half, so far it's just boring me literally to sleep... so i'll read another hundred pages or so, and then maybe turn to the three books about the three big houses (Corrino, Atrides, and Harkonnen) which i guess are some sort of prequel (plus they are partially written by Kevin J. Anderson, which is one of my favorite authors)

in other news, after taking my good time to organize, unpack, and clean my room, it is cleaner than it has been easily since new year's eve between 05 and 06... it's good, kinda feels like i am reorganizing my way of thinking or something

i'm going camping starting tomorrow night so i probably won't be online until sunday mid-afternoon, except for a little bit in the afternoon tomorrow, which reminds me that i really need to pack... It'll be nice to be out in the woods of tapico again, hopefully very relaxing, and i'm considering doing this thing where you (mentally) revisit your first conclave with the OA, by being a guide to the pre-ordeal members. This focuses a lot on meditation, self-examination, scrutiny to every detail, mental stimulation, and ... well.... i can't give away everything since it is technically for members-only...

you know, there has been talk of putting yourself in a certain mindset and slowly becoming that which you pretend to be, but it can only work so deep, at your very core you are who you are